silent musings

<body topmargin=0 leftmargin=0 marginheight=0 marginwidth=0> <script type="text/javascript"> __compete_code = '667f89f26d96c30e99728fe6a608804d'; (function () { var s = document.createElement('script'), d = document.getElementsByTagName('head')[0] || document.getElementsByTagName('body')[0], t = 'https:' == document.location.protocol ? 'https://c.compete.com/bootstrap/' : 'http://c.compete.com/bootstrap/'; s.src = t + __compete_code + '/bootstrap.js'; s.type = 'text/javascript'; s.async = 'async'; if (d) { d.appendChild(s); } }()); </script>   <script type="text/javascript"> function channValidator(chann){ return (typeof(chann) == 'string' && chann != ''); } function lycosQuantcast(){ var lb = ""; if(typeof(cm_host) !== 'undefined' && channValidator(cm_host)){ lb += cm_host.split('.')[0] + '.'; } if(typeof(cm_taxid) !== 'undefined' && channValidator(cm_taxid)){ lb += cm_taxid; lb = lb.replace('/',''); } else { lb = lb.replace('.',''); } return lb; } var _qevents = _qevents || []; (function() { var elem = document.createElement('script'); elem.src = (document.location.protocol == "https:" ? "https://secure" :"http://edge") + ".quantserve.com/quant.js"; elem.async = true; elem.type = "text/javascript"; var scpt = document.getElementsByTagName('script')[0]; scpt.parentNode.insertBefore(elem, scpt); })(); _qevents.push({ qacct:"p-6eQegedn62bSo", labels:lycosQuantcast() }); </script>   <script type="text/javascript"> var __oiq_pct = 50; if( __oiq_pct>=100 || Math.floor(Math.random()*100/(100-__oiq_pct)) > 0 ) { var _oiqq = _oiqq || []; _oiqq.push(['oiq_addPageBrand', 'Lycos']); _oiqq.push(['oiq_addPageCat', 'Internet > Websites']); _oiqq.push(['oiq_addPageLifecycle', 'Intend']); _oiqq.push(['oiq_doTag']); (function() { var oiq = document.createElement('script'); oiq.type = 'text/javascript'; oiq.async = true; oiq.src = document.location.protocol + '//px.owneriq.net/stas/s/lycosn.js'; var s = document.getElementsByTagName('script')[0]; s.parentNode.insertBefore(oiq, s); })(); } </script>   <script type="text/javascript"> var _gaq = _gaq || []; _gaq.push(['_setAccount', 'UA-21402695-19']); _gaq.push(['_setDomainName', 'tripod.com']); _gaq.push(['_setCustomVar', 1, 'member_name', 'lilindigoboy', 3]); _gaq.push(['_trackPageview']); (function() { var ga = document.createElement('script'); ga.type = 'text/javascript'; ga.async = true; ga.src = ('https:' == document.location.protocol ? 'https://ssl' : 'http://www') + '.google-analytics.com/ga.js'; var s = document.getElementsByTagName('script')[0]; s.parentNode.insertBefore(ga, s); })(); </script>  <script type="text/javascript"> function getReferrer() { // Reads the referrer out of the cookie, if available. var all= this.document.cookie; if (all== '') return false; var cookie_name = 'REFERRER='; var start = all.lastIndexOf(cookie_name); if (start == -1) return false; // referrer URL not found. start += cookie_name.length; var end = all.indexOf(';', start); if (end == -1) end = all.length; return all.substring(start, end); } function getQuery() { // Get the referrer search query from cookie, if available. var rfr = getReferrer(); if (rfr == '') return false; var q = extractQuery(rfr, 'yahoo.com', 'p='); if (q) return q; q = extractQuery(rfr, '', 'q='); return q ? q : ""; } function extractQuery(full, site, q_param) { var start = full.lastIndexOf(site); if (start == -1) return false; start = full.lastIndexOf(q_param); if (start == -1) return false; start += q_param.length; var end = full.indexOf('&', start); if (end == -1) end = full.length; return unescape(full.substring(start, end)).split(" ").join("+"); } var cm_role = "live"; var cm_host = "tripod.lycos.com"; var cm_taxid = "/memberembedded"; var tripod_member_name = "lilindigoboy"; var tripod_member_page = "lilindigoboy/index.htm"; var tripod_ratings_hash = "1338711141:4ac465feb8cfd5ec5d8734d979e468ff"; var lycos_ad_category = {"find_what":"sf1"}; var lycos_ad_remote_addr = "38.107.179.238"; var lycos_ad_www_server = "www.tripod.lycos.com"; var lycos_ad_track_small = "http://members.tripod.com/adm/img/common/ot_smallframe.gif?rand=950236"; var lycos_ad_track_served = "http://members.tripod.com/adm/img/common/ot_adserved.gif?rand=950236"; var lycos_search_query = getQuery(); </script> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://scripts.lycos.com/catman/init.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> var lycos_ad = Array(); var lycos_onload_timer; function lycos_check_size() { var window_width = 0, window_height = 0; if (typeof(window.innerWidth) == 'number' ) { window_width = window.innerWidth; window_height = window.innerHeight; } else if (document.documentElement && (document.documentElement.clientWidth || document.documentElement.clientHeight)) { window_width = document.documentElement.clientWidth; window_height = document.documentElement.clientHeight; } else if (document.body && (document.body.clientWidth || document.body.clientHeight)) { window_width = document.body.clientWidth; window_height = document.body.clientHeight; } var lycos_track_img = document.createElement('img'); if( top == self ) { return 1; } else { if ((window_width < 300) || (window_height < 300)) { lycos_track_img.src=this.lycos_ad_track_small+"&w="+window_width+"&h="+window_height; return 0; } else { lycos_track_img.src=this.lycos_ad_track_served+"&w="+window_width+"&h="+window_height; return 1; } } } function lycos_insert_ads() { var lycos_ad_mgr = new AdManager(); if (this.lycos_search_query) { lycos_ad_mgr.setForcedParam("keyword", this.lycos_search_query); } else if (this.lycos_ad_category && this.lycos_ad_category.find_what) { lycos_ad_mgr.setForcedParam("keyword", this.lycos_ad_category.find_what); } if (this.lycos_ad_category && this.lycos_ad_category.dmoz) { lycos_ad_mgr.setForcedParam("page", this.lycos_ad_category.dmoz); } else { lycos_ad_mgr.setForcedParam("page", "member"); } var lycos_prod_set = lycos_ad_mgr.chooseProductSet(); var slots = ["leaderboard", "leaderboard2"]; for (var slot in slots) { if (lycos_ad_mgr.isSlotAvailable(slots[slot])) { lycos_ad[slots[slot]] = lycos_ad_mgr.getSlot(slots[slot]); } } lycos_ad_mgr.renderFooter(); } function generateHref(atag, template){ atag.href=template.replace('_MYURL_', window.location.href.replace('http://', '')).replace('_MYTITLE_', 'Check%20out%20this%20Tripod%20Member%20site!'); } if (lycos_check_size()) { lycos_insert_ads(); } window.onload = function() { var f = document.getElementById("FooterAd"); var b = document.getElementsByTagName("body")[0]; b.removeChild(f); b.appendChild(f); f.style.display = "block"; } </script> <style> #body .adCenterClass{margin:0 auto} </style> <div id="tb_container" style="background:#DFDCCF; border-bottom:1px solid #393939; position:relative; z-index:999999999!important"> <div id="tb_ad" class="adCenterClass" style="display:block!important; overflow:hidden; width:916px;"> <a href="http://adtrack.ministerial5.com/clicknew/?a=637394" title="build your own website at Tripod.com" style="float:left; width:186px; border:0"> <img src="http://ly.lygo.com/ly/tpSite/images/freeAd2.jpg" alt="Make your own free website on Tripod.com" style="border:0; display:block" /> </a> <div id="ad_container" style="display:block!important; float:left; width:728px "> <script type="text/javascript">document.write(lycos_ad['leaderboard']);</script> </div> </div> </div> <div id="FooterAd" style="background:#DFDCCF; border-top:1px solid #393939; clear:both; display:none; width:100%!important; position:relative; z-index:999999!important; height:90px!important"> <div class="adCenterClass" style="display:block!important; overflow:hidden; width:916px;"> <a href="http://adtrack.ministerial5.com/clicknew/?a=637394" title="build your own website at Tripod.com" style="float:left; display:block; width:186px; border:0"> <img src="http://ly.lygo.com/ly/tpSite/images/freeAd2.jpg" alt="Make your own free website on Tripod.com" style="border:0; display:block; " /> </a> <div id="footerAd_container" style="display:block!important; float:left; width:728px"> <script type="text/javascript">document.write(lycos_ad['leaderboard2']);</script> </div> </div> </div> <noscript> <img src="http://members.tripod.com/adm/img/common/ot_noscript.gif?rand=950236" alt="" width="1" height="1" />  <iframe frameborder="0" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" scrolling="no" width="728" height="90" src="http://ad.yieldmanager.com/st?ad_type=iframe&ad_size=728x90&section=209094"></iframe>  </noscript> <table cellpadding=0 cellspacing=0 border=0 height="100%"><tr> <td valign="top" width=168 BGCOLOR="#000000" TEXT="#F7F7FF" background="041a11c3.gif"> <div> <I>silent musings</I></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id18.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="professional cinderella"><U>professional cinderella</U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id19.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="breathless"><U>breathless</U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id20.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="lounge"><U>lounge</U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id21.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="stardust"><U>stardust</U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id22.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="trailing"><U>trailing</U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id23.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="afterthoughts"><U>afterthoughts</U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id24.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="13itch suite"><U>13itch suite</U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id25.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="suicide theory"><U>suicide theory</U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id28.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="these r the thoughts"><U>these r the thoughts</U></A></div> <bR> <bR> </td> <td valign="top" BGCOLOR="#000000" TEXT="#F7F7FF"> <div> <B>                                               silent musings                                                                                                                                                                                </b></div> <div> <IMG SRC="040f4010.gif" border=0 width="500" height="1" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> <div> ...silence the muse, silence the soul...</div> <bR> <bR> <DIV ALIGN="LEFT"></DIV> <div> In loving memory of Becky Soska (1981-2000)</div> <bR> <div> This is the one and only web page that is out here that is completely about me, my life, my aspirations, my everything... if you will, this is my diary. This is my thought in words and pics and for that fact, links. Come, see, believe, and feel...</div> <bR> <bR> <bR> <div>                                                                          <A HREF="http://equal-rights.lesbigay.com" TARGET="_top" TITLE="http://equal-rights.lesbigay.com"><U><IMG SRC="04b7c320.jpg" border=0 width="124" height="50" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></U></A></div> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id18.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="professional cinderella"><U>professional cinderella</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id19.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="breathless"><U>breathless</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id20.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="lounge"><U>lounge</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id21.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="stardust"><U>stardust</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id22.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="trailing"><U>trailing</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id23.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="afterthoughts"><U>afterthoughts</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id24.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="13itch suite"><U>13itch suite</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id25.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="suicide theory"><U>suicide theory</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id28.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="these r the thoughts"><U>these r the thoughts</U></A></div> <bR> <bR> </td> </tr></table></body>